When I die I'll go to heaven

Because I've spent my time in hell

I've never claimed to know the answers

But I've faked it pretty well

And I've walked straight through the valley

Full of shadows and of death

And I've learned a lot of lessons

But they haven't killed me yet

I lost it all I tried to make it through my pain

I lost it all and it'll never be the same

Right now the only thing that's left is sadness and the shame

I lost it all and it'll never be the same

Refrain

I lost it all

Now I've heard so many stories

Full of sadness and regret

And I've learned a lot of answers

To the things I didn't get

I lost it all I tried to make it through my pain

I lost it all and it'll never be the same

And right now the only thing that's left is sadness and the shame

I lost it all and it'll never be the same

Refrain

I lost it all

Now somewhere in my darkness

There shined a little light

A chance for me to be forgiven

But I couldn't get it right

I lost it all I tried to make it through my pain

I lost it all and it'll never be the same

'Cause right now the only thing that's left is sadness and the shame

I lost it all and it'll never be the same

'Cause I lost it all

I lost it all

So when I die I'll go the heaven

Because I've spent my time in hell

I never claimed to know the answers

But I've faked it pretty well