Body horror dreams

Wake up too tangible for my own good

Shattered trees in my own woods

I can touch my skin

Feel force against the weight of my tame foot

You can cancel my sainthood

Burn the candle at both ends

All the vandals are good men

I’m giving in to me, giving in to me

Bow down now at the altar of this bodyscape

Don’t you know there’s never an escape

Withering away in time and space

Now, now, now, won’t you please be grateful for the pain

Numbing it away like Novocain

Withering away what I became

I’m never gonna be myself again as long as I

Be myself pretending all the time

I’m feeling so sublime

I’m never gonna be myself again as long as I

Be myself pretending all the time

I’m feeling so refined

Hypomanic son

Indulge the sensory in a mute war

I’m the pain that I live for

Am I anyone

Am I the matter stuck to my sane core

Am I less than I am more

Burn the candle at both ends

All the vandals are good men

I’m giving in to me, giving in to me

Bow down now at the altar of this bodyscape

Don’t you know there’s never an escape

Withering away in time and space

Now, now, now, won’t you please be grateful for the pain

Numbing it away like Novocain

Withering away what I became

I’m never gonna be myself again as long as I

Be myself pretending all the time

I’m feeling so sublime

I’m never gonna be myself again as long as I

Be myself pretending all the time

I’m feeling so refined

I’m never gonna be myself again as long as I

Be myself pretending all the time

I’m feeling so sublime

I’m never gonna be myself again as long as I

Be myself pretending all the time

I’m feeling so refined