Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
.
Yeah
Guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can, I don't wanna
Make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like
Everything I ever did was never tryna
Make an issue for you
But I guess the more you
Thought about everything you were never
Even wrong in the first place, right
I'ma just ignore you
Walking towards you
With my head down
Lookin' at the ground
I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia
What did I do wrong this time
That's parents for you
Very loyal
Shoulda had my back but you put
A knife in it, my hands are full
What else should I carry for you
I cared for you, but
.
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
.
Yeah
You don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you but
You don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
Let me guess
You want an apology
Probably
How can we
Keep going at a rate like this--we can't
So I guess I'ma have to leave
Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now
I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off
Both know you're gonna call tomorrow
Like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do
I feel like every time I talk to you
You're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you
There's nothing left right now
I gave it all to you
.
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
.
Yeah
Don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Every time I sit on that couch
I feel like you lecture me, eventually
I bet that we
Could have made this work and probably
Woulda figured things out
But I guess I'm a letdown
But it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now
Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times
That didn't even happen
I mean, why are you laughing?
Must have missed that joke
Let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy
.
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry now
I'm sorry
That I let you down