A mother lost her child
I tried to ease her pain
It's only God's will
She said she felt the same
It's funny how the sun will up and battle rain
As if the clouds couldn't stand to see me outside a-gain
Wrote a rhyme that was kind
With some vision to it
Bottom line
It might expand your mind if you listen to it
Too much shine can dull the soul
If you feel how I feel then I rap some more
How can the Devil take my brother if he's close to me
When he was everything I wasn't but I hoped to be
I get a little honest
And I ask myself
If the time come will you save me if I ask for help
Send my mind on a journey to the outermost
To document what it had seen
And Cc me the notes
And ask Kurt Cobain why
'Cause I need to know
He stopped when he had such a long way to go
I saw love in the eyes of a perfect stranger
She overlooked my caring heart in search of a gangsta
Will we ever be together
Only time will tell
She called my phone and talk to me as her eye was swelled
I put my problems in box beside my tightest rhymes
On a lock and key
Buried deep of in my mind
And when it gets too full
And I can't close the lid
I spaz on my family and my closest friends
Trade my materials for a peace of mind
I'm so close to Heaven
Hell I just need some time
Who cares about life
And the highs and lows
Maybe I should write another song about pimps and hoes
Cars and clothes
Idol Gods
Golden Cabs
Louie Scarfs
I do this for the love
And it's free of charge
I don't need jail to be behind bars
This is purely art
In my Grandma's household this was surely taught
Don't be naive
Yeah these time's is hard in the mist of all the glamor
Hope you find god
I never wished to be the burden bearer
But souls need saving and it's now or never
Shock value is all they wanna see
It's us against them
And it's just you and me
Tryna take heat what I say in my songs
Forgive me if I ever ever stilled you wrong
Most people stop for signs
But I've driven through it
If it don't touch my soul
Then I can't listen to it
The radio don't play the shit I used to love
Or maybe I'm just growing up
I never seen a star on a red rug
If I wanna see a stars I just look above
To the Heavens
I know you been down so long
So I'll be stronger for you
I know you been down so long
'Cause I've been down too
Yes I understand
What you're going through
Yes I understand
'Cause I'm going through it too
I pray that you find your way
And all things old become new
I pray that you find your way for my sake
'Cause I'm lost too
Yes I understand
What you're going through
Yes I understand
'Cause I'm going through it too
I lost my friend this morning
Woke up screaming her name
She meant so much to me
I'm scared I won't be the same
Hope you understand
What I'm going through
Hope you understand
When I call out for you
To vent
