the younger me would be so sad to meet me
the younger me would be so mad at dreaming
he'd probably be like you'd be better off sleeping
and now i know why you afraid to leave jumping
in the deep end
he be like what you think i said depends
finally i don't have to work weekends
i'm not as lonely or depressed
cause now i got a girlfriend and girl sent me nudes
so i know my music's working and
oh i just wanna end it right now
oh i don't even wanna find out
oh i don't got space in the bottle
the word forever's a real hard swallowing
oh i don't feel like i belong in my skin
and oh shit i don't think i'll ever fit in
and oh feels like i should have been dead
living on a second chance that f**s with my head
sometimes i wish that i was someone else
sometimes i wish that i was honest with myself
am i just too proud to ask for help
sometimes i wish i didn't f**g hate myself
but i hate myself
me myself
the younger me won't believe what i'm thinking
the younger me wanna do some shit different
he freaking out cause he don't wanna feel destined
to wake up every day not recognizing
his reflection confess sick never looked so sexy
growing up never looked so messy
the world we live in
never felt so techy
wonder if i went
missing would anybody miss me
uh i just wanna know how you feel
uh i just wanna know if it's real
uh i don't got space in the bottle
the word forever's a real hard swallowing
uh i don't think i'm gonna call down
and oh think i gotta ride this thing out
oh feels like i should've been dead
living on a second chance that f**s with my head
sometimes i wish that i was someone else
sometimes i wish that i was honest with myself
am i just too proud to ask for help
sometimes i wish i didn't f**g hate myself
but i hate myself
oh but i hate myself
i hate myself
