Now I decided, as tough as it is
Indecisive
Keep wishing this shit and the price is
My life, ima take what's mine
In 4 more years, if I don't see me up
Ashes to ashes then my luck is up
Cos' I won't go on, got me f**g it up
Cut to see blood, wash away with the cup
2026 and the truth is, tonight
I made a promise to myself, real life
16/03/2022
You see, the rhyme patterns gonna stick with you
'Cos everything I thought that I f**g knew
It doesn't mean shit if I don't buck up and prove
Nothing to lose, what is my life if attachment is loose?
Knots untied, slipping and my soul, still ripping
But it's fine 'cos I'm ouchea kickin'
K telling me I "don't look too depressed"
Always got a smile and I still f**k in breast
Yeah, that's alright, I don't cope with no meds
Not for much longer, I put this to rest
Taking a look 'round, look at this mess
Holy f**g shit, gotta run away yes
Back in my evil, evil mind
Sick of just waiting and waiting for signs
WHAT ABOUT YOU?
Oh, I really made this a HELL of a t-eye-me
Better get to it, get the f**k on my grind
Now I decided, as tough as it is
Indecisive
Keep wishing this shit and the price is
My life, imma take what's mine
Now I decided, as tough as it is
Indecisive
Keep wishing this shit and the price is
My life, imma take what's mine, mine, mine