My penmanship slips, sloppy as all hell

Both feet dangle from the top of the guardrail

Streetfight stance, get up off of him, he guard well

Lost on the road, tryin' to find if his star fell

Heavy as barbell, his thoughts remained and dipped

Deep in construction, but he lost the manuscripts

Break through the skull, slide across the candle-lit floor

No tellin' what's in store for the boar

Life is a balancing act that I can't keep up

But I'm rollin' with the punches by rollin' a couple trees up, it slows me

The solution turns to problems

Momma told me keep my head out the clouds, I heard it often

Now I'm dead to the world, where my coffin?

Catch me sittin' by the gravity bong, you heard the coughin', time to sleep

Seems like it's all that I do

I say I'm down to the death, but I don't talk to my crew

Man I'm withdrawn, grippin' a big bong, a tall cup

I haven't even made it, people sayin' I'm washed up

Y'all got me f****d up... literally

It's puff puff to get to sleep, puff puff for energy

I f****d up, synergy lost, I'm depressed

Feel the world crumble 'round me, like it's all for the best

I don't f*ck with you lames tryin' to talk and I'm stressed

I'm screamin' "Fuck the world," from the top of my chest

Kill Bill is JINZO and JINZO will kill Bill

He change when the wind blows, the windows are still filthy

Fog the vision, the 5-7 split, that's a long division

Cuttin' it back just means

Longer spliff ends, dead to the medicine

I've fallin' victim to my own evil deeds

I'm just sittin' in the static of my old frequencies

I ask the voices when they'll stop, they all answer, "Forfeit!"

Exploring this torment and dormancy, it's morbid

Every one of my demons is now currently in orbit

My every fear mocks me, it murders me to live

In the living room of a dying world that I rage war with

But I refuse to die in the world that I was born in

Seeking peace of mind, but my mind pieces torture

My existence and I'm trying to resist it, but it's boring

I've seen through their pattern: first they laugh, then run from me

It's like I'm tryin' to sell cigarettes to these tobacco companies

But why do I insist to make them happy when I know not?

Of happiness myself, sitting trapped within my shell

If that act alone don't seem backwards in itself

Then consider all my vices that keep damaging my health

It seems that I'll never reach the bandage on the shelf

And it's not that I can't reach it, I just haven't got the will

So what's the point, then?

Why seek a partner, a house, or employment?

If you don't ever experience enjoyment

Then all the time you spend just gets flushed down the toilet

Well, or at least that's just how I see things

Don't find joy in pricey things: clothes, cars, diamond rings

Y'all keep saying that I think so dark, enlighten me

Every expectation is just so large, it frightens me

Tired of this planet, but no star's inviting me

You tell me to speak up, but when I open up, you hide from me

You're all happy or just all trying to lie to me

And so my dark thought refinery's still functionin'

Tryin' to punch through the walls cause I hope

To discover lots of cameras, "Rav this was a hoax!"

This was all a ruse to raise your wrath, really

Now you can live happily, but the fact actually is...

I'm still livin' on a planet

Where my self interests don't matter

Where my selfishness won't vanish

I'm still abandoned

Still livin' on a planet

Where my self interests don't matter

Where my selfishness won't vanish

I'm still abandoned