I miss you so much at times

That crying is not even enough

People say just give it some time

And the pain will slowly go away

And I prayed

I tried to have a little bit of faith

But it weighs on my shoulders

When at night

I look up to the sky

I wish I could hold your hands in mine

Like a star to start to shine

Gonna meet you on cloud nine

Cloud nine, cloud nine

In my bloodline, bloodline

Towards blinding lights

Feels like paradise

I am writing endless rhymes

About times you showed me your love

You were such a humble ally

So now it feels like running a marathon

With no breaks

I shut my eyes just to picture your face

It resonates with safe memories

It's been a while

Since I followed your advice

Chasing my dreams makes me feel alive

But the grief is still inside

Gonna meet you on cloud nine

Cloud nine, cloud nine

In my bloodline, bloodline

Towards blinding lights

Feels like paradise

Look

I know I'm not the same person I was

When we last spoke

So many things have changed

Some are good, some are bad

Some turned into something

Nobody could even imagine

But what matters really is that

I learned from you that

There's always a bright side

So it will get easier

And then okay

And then it will feel like freedom

But right now

I miss you

Cloud nine, cloud nine

In my bloodline, bloodline

Towards blinding lights

We're in paradise

Cloud nine, cloud nine

In my mind's eye, mind's eye

You always by my side

Call me anytime