There's a hole in my heart

And I've tried oh I've tried to fill it

Torn the world apart

Looking for some new vice that might heal it

No I'm not scared of being alone

But I'm terrified of being known

So I keep my secrets to myself

Why would I trust somebody else

I think I'm gonna hurt someone

If I keep running away and I keep running away

I'm gonna hurt someone

If I don't change if I don't change

I've been spinning in circles and spiraling down

I should be honest with myself by now

Oh why the hell do I worship approval and praise

I guess I'm scared of someone finding out

That I'm inside out out

That I'm inside out out

All the friends I've ignored

For the sake of this dream I've been chasing

Is it worth the reward

If I lose everything I believe in

Oh I've been selfish to the core ooh

I don't know what I'm fighting for

I'm sick of thinking 'bout myself ooh

I've left no room for someone else

I think I'm gonna hurt someone

If I keep running away and I keep running away

I'm gonna hurt someone

If I don't change if I don't change

I've been spinning in circles and spiraling down

I should be honest with myself by now

Oh why the hell do I worship approval and praise

I guess I'm scared of someone finding out

That I'm inside out out

That I'm inside out out