Three strikes but I need another antidote

So high even though I think I burned my throat

Need to silence, all the words, better left unsaid

I would rather be a liar, than revel in the fire

Of a fragile mind

But it isn't mine, no

But it isn't mine

Red eyes looking back at what I reminisce

Tryna find what I did to turn me into this

I've seen better days, rolling on a better lane

Where did I go wrong?

It's been raining for a while

Clouded in denial

I've been overthrown

This is not a home, no

This is not a home

Medicate me I don't want your empty help

I already have these conversations with myself

Don't you dare say you know where I'm coming from

You know me just as well as the stranger I've become

I'm fine, but I need to take another hit

Just tired, but I know that I'm so full of s**t

Cracks in the mirror make it even clearer

So I turn my head

I'm an illustrated pretense

Begging for a recess

Drowning in the low

Carried by the undertow

The undertow

Do you know the feeling when

The earth tries to defeat you?

Outta breath and you're running out of faith now

Pray to god that he's gonna give me strength now

I don't think the truth is gonna set me free

There is no vacancy, no vacancy

Medicate me I don't want your empty help

I already have these conversations with myself

Don't you dare say you know where I'm coming from

You know me just as well as the stranger I've become

Is there any way out?

Is there any way out now?

Is there any way out?

Or am I too late?

Is there any way out?

Is there any way out now?

Is there any way out?

Or am I too late?

Medicate me I don't want your empty help

I already have these conversations with myself

Don't you dare say you know where I'm coming from

You know me just as well as the stranger I've become

Medicate me I don't want your empty help

I already have these conversations with myself

Don't you dare say you know where I'm coming from

You know me just as well as the stranger I've become