Pain is never ending

And my head just keeps on spinning

Can't move on

Hurts too much

My life feels like it's over

I hate my friends who are stoners

They're like me

Don't like me

And it was psychedelic when the thought came down to relish

I love my body, but hate my brain

These scars childhood left me

Made attachment a necessity

You can't leave, without me

I know that it's not healthy

I don't believe what they tell me

But you are, just like me

Why can't pain ever stop

Tried to escape and then got caught

Damn it, why didn't we do the parking lot

Praying pain will slow

And that these thoughts will let me go

I've been losing my damn grip

And my hands starting to slip

When I watch somebody say this

Give them my hand, tell them take it

But suddenly, I'm all alone

Nobody even cares, feels like I'm the only one here

Anybody, can you hear me

Hate this f**g town

Everything gets way too damn loud

Only choice I really have, is to block everything out

Random parking lots, trying not to get caught

Anything to avoid being home

Crack the windows, grab some eye drops

Shit, I lost my phone