This is the only place I know

Talking to the cold

Leave me to sit and think alone

The cold comes after the snow

I don't like anything I put together

I'm tired of pushing to make this shit better

So lift me up off the land, light as a feather

And make sure I never again see this weather

You see the shit I'm up against and wish death for me

Or maybe you wish I'd stop telling my story

I see all that's wrong with me, so even I ignore me

Everything weighs so much, please lift this for me

Aye, it's closing in

All I know's fake just like plastic or tin

Why you keep trying to find me within

When you know damn well I'm beyond saving

Aye, the f**k is this

A small spot of wellbeing seen in the mist

I see through the bait as I ball up my fists

I know there's no hope that I share that kiss

Racking my brain tryna find the solution

It seems I've tried everything, I just keep losing

I wish that I had a choice, there is no choosing

A Tupperware lid inside a lazy Susan

I feel like that cuz I have l have limited uses

I hope that He's seen my misery like Rueben

I see no solutions, I give up, I'm clueless

As to what could save me now, I feel so stupid

This is the only place I know

Talking to the cold

Leave me to sit and think alone

The cold comes after

This is the only place I know

Talking to the cold

Leave me to sit and think alone

The cold comes after the snow