I can't even think when I'm next to you

Close my eyes and I'll expect to see you

Everything I say probably won't effect you

We were together it felt like taboo

Looked me in the face and chose silence

You're Inside my head and my brain like a virus

Think we could've lasted but you didn't try it

Feels like years ago and I'm crying

Every single day wishing I would bite the dust

Our entire thing was only full of lust

Realized it's over and I was completely crushed

You are the reason I have Lost my trust

What is the point of being me

Nothing in my life is meant to be

Everyone is leaving me

Won't make it past 33

I can't even think when I'm next to you

Close my eyes and I'll expect to see you

Everything I say probably won't effect you

We were together it felt like taboo

I can't even think straight

She told me that it's too late

Yeah it's too late

Day by day I'm feeling weakened

Off the rails toward the deep end

In my mind It's not pleasing

Nobody listens but I'm pleading

Future coming yeah it's peaking

End of my story I feel it creeping