Lately,I feel so alone

Don't even know why I have a phone

Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck, never had someone

that I could call my-own

It's lonely walking down this road

Fake friends that I didn't have to know

The same ones that ****ed me over and whenever I

need 'em and I turn around they just turn-ghost

I feel I'm at an all-time low

I am depressed and it hurts me to know

My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope

She's ignoring every text message I wrote

My anxiety's high, my medication's low

I am so stressed and I hate being home

I sit and overthink everything alone

I wish I had somebody to hold,damn

I'm sick and tired of putting up a front

Like I'm happy, but really I am in a slump

I try to stay strong, screaming, "I don't give a ****!"

But if anybody would give it,then I'm the one

I wanna put down my walls and open up

I hide behind this rapper I've become

Addicted to bein' accepted's like a drug

No one's here, I feel like I'm ready to plunge

I remember you said my music was wack

Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act

They said the image and the drive is what I lack

Made me think maybe l could never be a part of rap

Well, I ignored that, I said, "**** it and snapped

Over twenty million plays, where are my haters at?

I didn't need a label to give me a chance

The day I sell out an arena I'll feel like I'm the man

Buzzin' hard,but to find nothing

Never found someone who really loves me

People comin' around now cause I'm gettin' money

A few plays later, now they all see something

The same guy that is from the start

The same guy my ex left with a broken heart

The same guy who turned music into his art

The same seven-year-old who dreamt of bein' a star

I'm twenty-two, and I won't let myself down

I stood up right after I fell down

It's hard to see Heaven when you know you're

Hell-bound

I never really opened up and that's until now

I hope that I never lose you

If I could choose one person, I would choose you

I hope you understand my pain

'Cause that's something that we all gotta go-through

I hate being down this road

Been down before

I feel like I need you more

I'm so alone

Since I was seven years old

My future's all I'd imagine

And now I'm here and I look back, I'm screamin;

"Damn it"

This the life, I never planned it

No,I never planned it