I love you more than I love myself I hate you but I still don't want anybody else
All the times that we had got me living in the past, baby
Now every night I can't sleep and I'm missing you
Never did I think that I'd go through this with you
I thought I'd live out my whole bucket list with you
Can't live without you but now I can't live with you, no
Who would've thought we would just be a moment in time, baby
And even though you did me wrong I still wish you were mine, baby
I hate you, I love you, I hate that
I love you, I hate you, I love you, I hate that
I love you
And the pain's so bad I wish I could go back, yeah
To the day that we met I would walk right past ya
Googling ways how to deal with depression
All my friends say at least you learned your lesson
What doesn't kill you they say makes you stronger
But I don't know if I'll believe that much longer
And the partying just makes it worse
No pills in my pocket, I feel when it hurts
I need some hope back, the Bible's in church
I gave you the best of me, my faith is testing me, yeah
