Lyricist : Jordan Lutes

Composer : Jordan Lutes

So I get ****ed (****ed)

Every time that I'm anxious (Ayy)

Three shots, two pills and like ten drinks (Ten drinks)

Wake up, you send "Sorry" in a mass text

My friends are fed up, they wanna leave like my last ex

I been doin' this for a long time

Probably go again tonight

I don't know how to go out when I'm not out my mind

I don't got a problem but I don't make promises, nah, nah

I don't wanna say I'm done, what if I never quit?

They say that I'm actin' different (Why?), they think I need help (Help)

I got a pill that could fix it (Hey), I'll take it myself (Woah)

They said "I think that you're slippin', it's trippin' us out"

Well, if that's the case, then I should probably just go

So hеre we go again (Ooh)

I'm runnin' out of friends (Friеnds)

Blame it on my vices (Yeah), but they never buy it (No)

I medicate myself, it's puttin' them through hell (Hell)

I've been tryna hide it but they always find it

I'm tryin' my best but I do the worst (Worst, worst)

I drink to forget but it never works (Never works)

So here we go again (Again)

I'm runnin' out of friends (Friends)

Blame it on my vices but they never buy it

It's all on me

And it's not my fault that I'm ****ed up (I'm ****ed up)

I just blame my childhood full of trauma (Trauma)

And I feel way too old for the drama (Uh)

The only way I know to deal with it is a shotgun

Runnin' (Run), runnin' from my problems (Ooh)

But I keep 'em comin' (Comin')

Got a lot to run from (Run)

I'm tryin' to forget (Yeah), to pass another cold one (Ooh)

I know I'm doin' too much

I know I'm doin' too much

They say that I'm actin' different (Why?), they think I need help (Help)

I got a pill that could fix it (Hey), I'll take it myself (Woah)

They said "I think that you're slippin', it's trippin' us out"

I don't understand what the big deal is?

I just had a couple of White Claws

So here we go again (Ooh)

I'm runnin' out of friends (Friends)

Blame it on my vices (Yeah), but they never buy it (No)

I medicate myself, it's puttin' them through hell (Hell)

I've been tryna hide it but they always find it

I'm tryin' my best but I do the worst (Worst, worst)

I drink to forget but it never works (Never works)

So here we go again (Again)

I'm runnin' out of friends (Friends)

Blame it on my vices but they never buy it

It's all on me

Here we go again, yeah, it's all on me

Here we go again, yeah, it's all on me

Here we go again, yeah, it's all on me, yeah

Last night was definitely my bad though, for sure