I been feeling like I'm fake
I'm a fable
Time to lay it all out on the table
My emotions run deep
And they're fatal
I've been feeling like cain
Am I able
To defeat all the pain that I might face
Wanna quit one foot out the doorway
I always feel the same
But I never seek change
I really wanna live
But I hate this place
And honestly the honesty's
The only thing that keeps me
Up awake at night
I can never face the fact
That I am not okay
And every laugh is made of lies
I stay trapped inside an empty home
With the hollow bones
And all my worries come to life
This might be another song to you
But it's real to me
And honestly I just want to cry
Yeah
Someone ask the doctor
What's wrong with me
I can't figure out
I always try to be positive
But it's seasoned with doubt
I wanna search for a smile
Instead of surf on the couch
Shut up these soundcloud rapper
Only talking for clout
Quiet
I'm always hiding
Find me somewhere
Sufferin' in silence
I wanna fight it
See people helping
But I decline it
Don't even ask me why
I don't know what to say
My friends will give me their love
But I just throw it away
I don't wanna pop pills
Just to feel happy
I don't wanna get high
Just to keep laughing
I see a lot of fake fun
But they don't have it
Everyone is crying
See the tears like closed caption
I really wanna live
But I'm killing myself
Seeking out for God
Lord I really need help
Drinking all these lies
Is potent to health
But nobody cares
I guess they really like hell oh well
I been feeling like I'm fake
I'm a fable
Time to lay it all out on the table
My emotions run deep
And they're fatal
I've been feeling like cain
Am I able
To defeat all the pain that I might face
Wanna quit one foot out the doorway
I always feel the same
But I never seek change
I really wanna live
But I hate this place
And honestly the honesty's
The only thing that keeps me
Up awake at night
I can never face the fact
That I am not okay
And every laugh is made of lies
I stay trapped inside an empty home
With the hollow bones
And all my worries come to life
This might be another song to you
But it's real to me
And honestly I just want to cry
I just want to cry
And honestly I just want to cry
I just want to cry
And honestly I just want to cry
I just want to cry
And honestly I just want to cry
I just want to cry
And honestly I just want to cry
I just want to cry
