I spent the night

In your front porch

Expecting you to notice me

'Cause I can never be happy with what I've got

I'm glad you fixed the leaks on the rooftop

I guess the stairs are much more quiet now

And I'm sure you sleep better alone

I still touch twice in our spot by the train rails

This city's name has changed a few times

For each day I've missed you

Was this meant to end from the start?

Did I chose the wrong shirt that night?

Will I ever learn to sleep alone?

And at last

Was it worth the pain for all the

Things that I'll never let go

I just hope that you don't have to leave for too long

What parts of this were real?

I hoped for an apocalypse, the earth breaking down

Tearing apart

To help the trees grow back up

When they feel they can

Once you've hit bottom rock

You have to trust your chest will hold the weight

It's a decision to make

You just take a stance

Bet on yourself for once

They haunt me at night

The mug that you gave me unpainted

The pictures we took with the sky

Just tell me that you won't leave for too long

Because I don't wanna go

I don't think this is the end

Breaking down the walls

This time I won't forget

After all

I'd rather burn down

That never getting too close to the sun

Remember to leave the blinds open

So you can see the light