I can see you in my reflection

I thought that you and I were destined

But I struggle getting your attention

Maybe I should find someone to flex with

I can see you in my reflection

I thought that you and I were destined

But I struggle getting your attention

Maybe I should find someone to flex with

Holding off

Lately I been thinkin bout holding off

These memories from me 'cause I don’t show resolve

I never seen me weak like this, I’m so alarmed

Said I’m so alarmed, now I’m so devolved

Look, I never thought you were who I’d get into

And I never thought you’d cut it like it’s simple

And I never thought you’d blow me off, now I’m alone — yeah

Now I’m alone

Voices in my head taking full control

Wondering bout who you with and what you on

This silence way too loud, I need a megaphone

I need to carry on, but my sickness set in stone

Yeah — September blues coming at my throat

Like that .45

From that Baba I compete with who just pulled it out his thigh

I can see you in my reflection

I thought that you and I were destined

But I struggle getting your attention

Maybe I should find someone to flex with

I can see you in my reflection

I thought that you and I were destined

But I struggle getting your attention

Maybe I should find someone to flex with

Insecurities coming back to haunt me

Like, who is he, why’s he always calling?

Don’t know why I thought that we would work

When I know I see myself in you and I’m a curse

Whoa, said I’m so, throwed

Liquor so, cold, I’m goin numb, mm

C**e got me dancing in the moonlight

All the smoke and paani get my mood right, oh

Look, I know that I’m not too bright

But if I see him, swear I’ll start a fist fight

Kiss my, eyes and tell me you’ll make, it right

If I, drown in this LSD and get high

Rip my, chest open, jaaneman I’ll give my

Whole heart til I’m skin and bones

Crazy

Why do I have to die for you to notice me

Notice me

Notice me, notice me, yeah

Notice me