Time is flying i'd be lying if i said it's fine

But when i turn the pages i've been aging like i'm wine

Off to the races different places shaping my design

They said i need to stop i dropped the baggage and blew through the signs

Afraid that i'm not living i might work myself to death

But if i stop the work the reaper's hands around my neck

Tried to take a long shot i ain't stupid it's a stretch

Never tried to draw me now everybody lookin' sketch

Yeah well i guess that's how it goes

I walk a road full of ghosts

And broken dreams and the bones

Keep high i'll land as i go

It's getting thicker and cold

Shit i just hope that i can find the way home

I wish that i could just rewind

Let it go and turn back time

And leave all of the stress behind

I just wanna run away

Don't wanna go another day

Where i'm lying to myself

I'm fine

I'm telling myself all the time

Ignoring all the warning signs

I can feel it in my chest

Now i'm choking on my breath

I'll keep lying to myself

I'm fine

My family across the country i

Got a girl but where i'm at it's 6 and where she at it's 9

Distance pushed the love that's been existent to a distant time

I tried to get a jump in but ballistics been resistant

Fine i'll fight another year while i'm wiping all these tears

In a place where i don't think that i'll survive another here

I've been blacking out on weekends hoping i can smother fear

Under the weather funny how it's just an endless summer here

I wish that i could just rewind

Let it go and turn back time

And leave all of the stress behind

I just wanna run away

Don't wanna go another day

Where i'm lying to myself

I'm fine

I'm telling myself all the time

Ignoring all the warning signs

I can feel it in my chest

Now i'm choking on my breath

I'll keep lying to myself

I'm fine

Please never let me fade away

I may be far but don't you ever stay away

I promise that i'll never let our love decay

Just promise me i won't disintegrate

Let it go and turn back time

And leave all of the stress behind

I just wanna run away

Don't wanna go another day

Where i'm lying to myself

I'm fine

I'm telling myself all the time

Ignoring all the warning signs

I can feel it in my chest

Now i'm choking on my breath

I'll keep lying to myself

I'm fine