I won't break apart

Couldn't say bye to my mama

Cuz I might break her heart

Two years after thinking

Of ending all the pain

I forgot what it really meant

To live like how I wanted

I won't break apart

Long nights in the wrong fights didn't own mine

**** life anywhere I go I don't feel at home

No one left to cope with was all on my own

Nobody to talk to no confidence

Yeah

Parents only wanna see on weekends

Learned the truth about the family situations

I've been piling up the d**gs for all the sleep ins

Yet I'm still here

Thinking about us

A lot of if's and could've maybes

But I guess this is what made me

But I guess this is what

Yet I'm still here

Thinking about me

So d**n glad I didn't chase you

Cuz I know I need to live for myself and those around me

I won't break apart

Couldn't say bye to my mama

Cuz I might break up her heart

Two years after thinking

Of ending all the pain

I forgot what it really meant

To live like how I wanted

I won't break apart

Now I know how I should treat myself when I'm on the low

Now I know how I could change my ways to better myself

Now you know why I stay quiet in the crowds that you go

Now you know why I take all the blame so that I can let go