I've tried to wrap my mind around the thought of forgetting all
That I've been taught
All I've done with my life has brought me here
Not my hopes my dreams my fears
And even though I've never been too sure of who I am
I can still feel the blood pump beneath my skin
Straight to my heart poisoned with lies that I keep
I stare in the mirror and I don't even know
Who I see what I've become
A stranger to myself avoiding everyone else
I've been signing my name in blood just to get out
Escape to a place that could never exist
I regret all the chances that I have missed
I hand myself out instead torture myself with this hate
Outsiders know me better than I know myself
Here's a glimpse into my world just to have something to hold onto
My world just gets smaller and turned inside out
While the people who talk never need the help
My life is not just a story
An end to the beginning of a picture perfect journey
That I travel myself
All I can see when I look around
Are people living lives of misery
The people's eyes they still hold fear
The people's words they're so insincere
The people's minds they're still unclear
They don't seem to bear the burden of what's real
Abandon any image of who I am
Alone all alone again
Abandon any image of who I am
Alone all alone again