Now it's coming back again 
And I should've known 
'Cause I'm home and on my own 
But armed to the teeth 
And it's all a mystery 
And it sneaks up on me 
And scares the sh*t out of me 
And I'm pissed that I'm 
Awake looking for a reason 
It's not what I wanna do 
With just a little break I could be sleeping 
What I wanna do 
By the time it gets to me 
It's on it's own 
With no way to figure out where it's coming from 
It's such a mystery 
And this sh*t beats on me 
It beats on everybody 
And I'm pissed that I'm awake looking for a reason 
It's not what I wanna do 
With just a little break I could be sleeping 
It's not what I wanna do 
It's all news to me 
All of this is news to me 
'Cause now we're on our own 
It's the last place left to go 
Strange as we will ever know 
As we will ever know 
And I'm pissed that I'm awake looking for a reason 
It's not what I wanna do 
With just a little break I could be sleeping 
It's not what I wanna do 
And I'm pissed that I'm awake looking for a reason 
It's not what I wanna do 
With just a little break I could be sleeping 
It's not what I wanna do