Most of my dope life
I've been torn into two
If you love me then I love you
This song is for you
It's die hard till you know that you set
All this singing you was an emotional wreck
The closer I get it's like the further I feel
And my heart is turning to this heavy armor and stealth
It's hard to be real hard to listen to the dumb shit
And I take a lot of pills cause it numb shit
I wish I had another path to follow
Wish that I could be a man and learn to pass the bottle
Graphic novel my future a box and an urn
I'm having dreams about death but I'm not that concerned
Numb diseases through the seasons that turn
Watch the leaves from the trees turn to Z's and then burn
I'm eager to learn but I'm holding my breath
Everyday just another step closer to death
Ain't no grave can hold my body down
Ain't no grave can hold my body down
I've been alive longer than I expected to be
And took care of everything that's expected to me
Took care of my girl and my mother
I told her that I'm always here and I love her
I handle shit differently cause I'm grown now
And the truth is that I'd rather be alone now
I'd rather not have to deal with the day
And I hate when people ask me how I'm feeling today
My brother Razghoul we had a beaf and grudge
But we grew up together cousin so it's peace and love
I wish all the best I wish all the shine
I wish I didn't wanna offer my thoughts with a 9
I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm evil at last
And everything I love has turned in a tedious task
I fill the life away and wait for people to pass
But nobody wants to help you see through the mask
Ain't no grave can hold my body down
Ain't no grave can hold my body down
I don't wanna be a burden to you all
I just wanna know exactly what my purpose is for
I feel like nothing I do is ever right
And that I'm acting a fool anotha night
Nah I admit I don't take care of myself
So I do a lot of thinking I am preparing myself
Cause a fact is that my father died young and I might too
And it ain't any way to say what I might do
I don't wanna have to leave my mother behind
I don't want her to cry because the struggle is mine
I don't want for her to grind no more
I don't want for her to work a 9 to 5 no more
I ain't eva work a f**king 9 to 5 before
So I'm tryna get this money to provide for you all
The shit ain't work out and all of a sudden I'm gone
Just remember that the motherf**king love is gone
Ain't no grave can hold my body down
Ain't no grave can hold my body down
Ain't no grave can hold my body down
Ain't no grave can hold my body down
Ain't no grave can hold my body down
Ain't no grave can hold my body down
Yeah I'm eager smaling in problem
Yeah I'm eager yeah
Yeah I'm eager smaling in problem
Yeah I'm eager yeah
