I know you think I got it

all figured out 'cause

I walk around like my

head's in the clouds but

I'm just a boy with

his heart pourin' out

Of his head

I wish that you could see

the pain that I've seen and

All of the times I spent being not me

and

I hope you know it's not always happy

In my head

'Cause I don't know

The perfect road to go down

But I know

I'm trying my best

I'm trying my best to be okay

I'm trying my best but every day

It's so hard

And I'm holding my breath

I'm holding my breath 'til I can say

All of the words I wanna say

From my heart

If

you really wanted I

could let you inside

It's been so long and I've

got nothing left to hide

Would

you believe me if

I told you that I've

Got flaws

Now it's time to let

the curtains unfold and

Tell all the stories

that I didn't want told

I let it out so I unburden my soul

I won't stop

'Cause I don't know

The perfect road to go down

But I know

I'm trying my best

I'm trying my best to be okay

I'm trying my best but every day

It's so hard

And I'm holding my breath

I'm holding my breath 'til I can say

All of the words I wanna say

From my heart

I'm trying my best

I'm trying my best to be okay

I'm trying my best but every day

It's so hard

And I'm holding my breath

I'm holding my breath 'til I can say

All of the words I wanna say

From my heart