If you only knew how scared I was to tell you

Built it up so much in my head that I let you down

If you only knew the pain I put my heart through

Living a lie for a life can be tiring

So I choose the truth

But you would say, keep it on the low

Nobody needs to know

They might not see you the same

But I'm too far gone

I know what I want

I know just who I am

Now I'm free

Now I'm free

There's no way you can tell me who I'm supposed to be

See now I'm free

Now I'm free

Oh what a feeling

Oh what a fucking relief

If you only knew

For years I was so confused

Pushed it right to the back of my head

But always knew what it meant

I was the deepest blue

My strings wandered out of tune

Couldn't see the wood from the trees

Yet I didn't know what to do

But you would say, keep it on the low

Nobody needs to know

They might not see you the same

But I'm too far gone

I know what I want

I know just who I am

See now I'm free

Now I'm free

There's no way you can tell me who I'm supposed to be

See now I'm free

Now I'm free

Oh what a feeling

Oh what a fucking relief

Cause now I'm free