If anything

It should have been a better thing

From underneath you staring at the ceiling

There's another world

Of chocolate bars and baseball cards

That hides inside of all

This tension that I'm feeling

But It's all inside of you

Surprise surprise

I miss your hair

You miss my eyes

And all this solitude is my confidence eroding

So we slide inside of

Someone's mouth and someone's eyes

Until there's a sound

Of something intimate exploding

But it's all inside of you

I wish that I was anaesthetized

And sterilized and then

We wouldn't have this evidence congealing

Surprise surprise

Another pair of lips and eyes

And that is the consequence

Of actually feeling

It was all inside of you 4X