Just an average girl
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and
happy for a short while
Now she's older
Things are getting colder
Life's not what she thought,
she wished someone had told her
She told you she was
down, you let it slip by
So from then on she
kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright
But she was telling white lies
Can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes
Tried to stop herself from
crying almost every night
But she knew there was no
chance of feeling alright
Summer came by, all she
wore was long sleeves
'Cause those cuts on her wrists
were bleeding through you see
She knew she was depressed,
didn't want to admit it
Didn't think she fit it,
everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a
soldier with a battle wound
Bleeding out from every
cut her body consumed
She had no friends at
school, all alone she sat
And if someone were to notice
she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her
wrist, they were no mistake
But no one cared enough to
save her from this self hate
Things were going down, never really up
And here she is now
stuck in this stupid rut
She knew e actly what she had to do ne t
Just stand on that chair and
tie the rope around her neck
She wrote a letter with
her hand shaking wild
"Look at me now! Are you proud
of your precious child?"
But she knew that her parents
weren't the ones to blame
It was the world that should
bow down its head in shame
She stood up on the chair
and looked out at the moon
Just don't think, it'll all be over soon
The chair fell down as
she took her final breath
It's all over, all gone,
now she's greeting death
Her Mum walks in, she
falls down to the floor
And now nothing can take
back what she just saw
The little girl that she
raised is just hanging there
Her body's pale and her
face is violently bare
She sees the note and
unfolds it with care
All she does is stare,
"How can this be fair?"
She starts reading as the
tears roll down her face
"I'm sorry Mom but this
world is just not my place
I've tried for so long
to fi this and fit in
I've come to realize
this world's full of sin
There's nothing for me here,
I'm just a waste of space
I've got no reason to stay
here with this awful race
It's a disgrace, I was misplaced
Born in the wrong time
and in the wrong place
It's OK though, 'cause
you'll see me soon
You'll know when your time has
come, just look at the moon
As it shines bright throughout the night
And remember everyone's
facing their own fight
But I can't deal with the
pain, I'm not a fighter
You'll make it through the night,
just hug your pillow tighter
So let the world know,
that I died in vain
Because the world around
me, is the one to blame
And I know in a year,
you'll forget I'm gone
'Cause I'm not really
something to be dwelled on
That's what they used to tell
me, all those kids at school
So I'm going by the law majority rules
My presence on this earth
is not needed any longer
And if anything, I hope
this makes you stronger
You're the best friend that I ever had
Such a shame I had to
make you so very sad
But just remember that you
meant everything to me
And to my heart, you're the
only one that held the key
Now it's time to go, I'm
running out of space to write
And yes I lost my fight, but
please just hold on tight
I'm watching over you
from the clouds above
And sending down the
purest and whitest dove
To watch over you, and be my helpful eye
So this is it, world, goodbye."
