Lyricist : Gabriel Eli Wilson
Composer : Gabriel Eli Wilson
(No matter what I)
(But I'm dumb)
And now I'm the bad guy
That I've hated in all of my songs
I went from the victim, to villain I hated myself all along
No matter what I do, I'm a fool I keep runnin' to you, and it's wrong
'Cause I can't even make up my mind
I can't choose, shoulda known it was you but I'm dumb
So, how could I love you when I don't love myself?
And how could you trust me if I don't trust myself?
'Cause I'm broken in pieces And I, no matter how I try I tend to fall
ooh-woah-oh
I always fall (Mmm)
Secrets, I can't keep 'em
So, I'm honest but it's wrong
I'm diggin' my hole
I'm in too deep I'm all in a mess, my mentals weak
I told myself I've had enough of all these heartbreak songs
But then I went and did the same thing that did me wrong
Oh no, I still don't know how I went and did this all so wrong
So, how could I love you when I don't love myself?
And how could you trust me if I don't trust myself?
'Cause I'm broken in pieces
And I, no matter how I try
I tend to fall
ooh-woah-oh
I always fall (Mmm)