Where do I begin?

There ain't nothing

in this world to help me win

And I keep pushing,

but nothing's moving

And I can hear the devil

calling out my name

It gets harder

when I ain't sober

That's why I'm drinking

every day until it's over

And my thoughts

run wild inside

my head

But I push 'em

to the side

to breathe instead

**

And how

could I ever

turn these broken dreams

into something real?

Please tell me

how could I ever

make my mama proud

So I don't have to

tell her that I tried

Oh,

I tried,

I tried to help myself

But I fell short

**{Back at 2:04}**

When the sun

goes down,

no use in fighting

All these

demons in my mind

come uninvited

And people

will say they love you

'Til their needs are met,

they'll stab you

then deceive you

And I feel used

and almost empty

Yeah, I'm working

on my life

by earning pennies

**

And how

could I ever

Turn these broken dreams

into something real?

Please tell me

How

could I ever

Make my

mama proud

So I don't have to tell

her that I tried

Oh,

I tried

I tried

to help myself

But I fell short

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