Lyricist : Aaron Dessner/Gracie Abrams

Composer : Aaron Dessner/Gracie Abrams

I was bored out my mind

Lost my whole appetite

When I could come to life, I didn't

You were there all the time

You're the worst of my crimes

You fell hard

I thought good riddance

I never was the best to you

I never was the best to you

I never was

I never was

Used to lie to your face

Twenty times in a day

It was my little strange addiction

But you still tried to stay

While I'd self isolate

And I knew but I stayed hidden

I never was the best to you

I never was the best to you

I never was

I never was

I never was the best to you

I never was the best to you

I never was

I never was

And I destroyed every silver lining you had in your head

All of your feelings, I played with them

Go ahead, we can just call it conditioning

We were too different

You were so sensitive

Gave me the best of that, I was so negligent

Now I feel terrible about how I handled it

And now I

Now I bet you resent all of me, all of it

Angry, blocking me over the internet

Promise, I don't forget all of my fault in this

'Cause look at me, I'm alone, sitting here, staying home

All of my self control kinda got difficult

But I deserve it though

But I deserve it though

You were there all the time

You're the worst of my crimes

You fell hard

I thought good riddance

I never was the best to you

I never was the best to you

I never was

I never was

Oh, I never was the best to you

I never was the best to you

I never was

I never was