Depression's got you reckless
Don't wanna stay but they always say
Don't kill yourself just find what makes you happy
Go get some help there's so much more that you can be
Easy to say when you don't live like me
Trying to get free but I can barely breathe
I was codependent on you
I was codependent on the drugs that I use
Funny how there's not much difference between the two
Both numb you while causing so much abuse
Drift away while she's calling my name (My name)
This addiction is one and the same (And the same)
If I died I'd be the one to blame (To blame)
So I'll hold on for another day
Don't kill yourself just find what makes you happy
Go get some help there's so much more that you can be
Easy to say when you don't live like me
Trying to get free but I can barely breathe
I get serotonin from you
I get serotonin from the drugs that I use
I'll ride this high until the day I die
If it's soon then at least you know I tried
