Helplessness is such a sad feeling

One flesh I feel what my other half′s feeling

A second victim but listen

I feel like Im the man on the side

Not the man on her side its a difference

Know what its like?

To look the love of your life inside of her face and all you seeing is hopelessness

Wanna kiss her, touch her, hug her, but the most intimate moments just remind her of brokenness

I feel so pushed away, wait that sounds so silly

So I take my feeling and bury them it aint about me really

But its about me really face it

When the pains so deep Im starting to think I can taste it

Hurts the more Im concealing it

Hearing these christian slogans nobody knows what Im dealing with

Are they hearing this

Look if you just peep my eyes

You'll see a secret deep inside I cant hide

That′s the other part of me

No she is not a victim alone

I wish I could erase her tears

But I need someone to dry my own

I know this aint about me

Wont make this thing about me but please I hope your hearing me

Its been deep in my heart

I live life in the dark

Its taring me apart

Its taring me apart

Its taring me apart

Its taring me apart

Real talk Im feeling like I could murk dude

Hurt her then I hurt you

Lord forgive me I dont know what's getting into me mentally its the enemy

Ahh so many questions I can ask you cant defend the present from the past

Seems like nobody understands

I cant protect her Im feeling less than a man

Stressed as I am theres no way to console her

So much distance between us will we be any closer

I just want what we had Lord will we get any closure

I wanna stand behind her but so much weight on my shoulders

Wait, who am I to really think that I make her complete

When theres a savior who has promised to offer her piece

Jehovah Raffa life couldnt be any realer

So I intercede that by your grace you would come and heal her and me