What can I do now

My precious lord

His dark love would

Be my best reward

I know I should not dare to go

Deeper in his madness

But it's like a field

I must run through

No one's words will

Make me love him less

How much can I stand

I dare not guess

The secret voice

That speaks to me

Tells me he's in danger

Looking to the dust for tenderness

Deep in my secret soul

I stand alone

The purpose of why I'm here

Is still unknown

And I can't help but sense

The darkness in his mind

But I keep looking for his goodness

Afraid of what I'll find

My heart moves through his unquiet sea

I pray a wave will come and carry me

Closer to his troubled tide

Waters of his fury

But how can I swim this great divide

Deep in my secret soul

Her spring of life

I cry his tears draws me near

I weather his angry voice

Her gentle voice

I feel his fears

I hold dear

His life has infected every wound

And every pore

I feel his mystery possess me

And I pray that mercy's hand

Will bless me

Deep in his secret soul

His past is cursed

I stand alone

I summon my deepest will

To still his thirst

I will not atone

God give me the strength to go

And I will not

The journey I take must first begin

Deep within

Deep within my secret soul