Cause if I'm meant to die, then f*ck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression there's something wrong with me mentally
Cause if I'm meant to die, then f*ck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression there's something wrong with me mentally
If I pass away f*ck it
Just put my cash in my casket
I'll wipe your tears with my bills
Cause after life there's no sadness
I understand that its selfish
But I can't find a way passed it
Cause if deaths the only option
That's a wish I need granted
And flip the table, ask yourself if how I'm feeling is valid
Cause if it's not, then tell me why I feel this way
I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain
Stomach rot, feels like I've taken atleast 100 shots
Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved alot
Slowly taught, you're worth less to people if you're broken lots
Broken spots all over my body like some polka dots
I just want to feel alive!
Cause if I'm meant to die, then f*ck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression there's something wrong with me mentally
Cause if I'm meant to die, then f*ck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression there's something wrong with me mentally
I get no respect, even though I'm close to death
Life feels like it's suffacating
Taught myself to hold my breath
Maybe I should hold it less
You don't know what lonely is, until you see how lonely gets
You don't know what lost feels like, until you lose yourself to stress
Maybe I'm a f*****g mess and I should just to agree to that
When trapped inside your mind it'd realize you want your freedom back
Already took 100 shots, maybe I should take some more
Life feels like it's pissing on me
I guess when it rains it pours
Cause if it's not, then tell me why I feel this way
I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain
Stomach rot, feels like I've taken atleast 100 shots
Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved alot
Slowly taught, you're worth less to people if you're broken lots
Cause if I'm meant to die, then f*ck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression there's something wrong with me mentally
Cause if I'm meant to die, then f*ck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression there's something wrong with me mentally
