I said Lord if You hear me I beg You to kill me

′Cause I don't wanna feel like this no more

These memories I can′t erase myself

I'm taking straight shots trying to chase myself

Oh I hate myself I can't face myself

I gotta throw away this hope to save myself

I′m praying to the sky but the sky don′t speak

I've been through hell the past four weeks

We broke up I sold my truck

I parked my heart on a one way train

They don′t make a pill to kill my pain

Every red light screams your name

You pinky swore we were meant to be

You found happiness at the expense of me

I used to be the man inside our home

Now every bit of faith inside me is gone

Why don't you hear me

So why don′t you hear me

What do I do when the prayers don't work when my heart still hurts

When his words keep shooting me down

I double up the milligrams trying not to give a damn

I can′t afford to lose another pound

She turned my heart into a rolling stone

Am I crazy to keep holding on

She thinks everything about me's wrong

I told her leave me alone

We broke up I sold my truck

I parked my heart on a one way train

They don't make a pill to kill my pain

Every red light screams your name

You pinky swore we were meant to be

You found happiness at the expense of me

I used to be the man inside our home

Now every bit of faith inside me is gone

Never thought I would lose you

You left me with screws loose

′Cause Johnny sent a message

He don′t text like he used to

Am I just not good enough

Is it a new dude

Do you still love me like I love you

Since we broke up I sold my truck

I parked my heart on a one way train

They don't make a pill to kill my pain

Every red light screams your name

You pinky swore we were meant to be

You found happiness at the expense of me

I used to be the man inside our home

Now every bit of faith inside me is gone

Why don′t you hear me

Say why don't you hear me