I want to say I′m sorry

I couldn't be a good friend to you

I was in it for glory

Trying to make amends is something new

We haven′t been home in a long time

But you held me through my pain

We laughed and cried and wondered

If times like this would come again

Treated myself to tears and pity

Regrets are best served cold

With a side of ice and whiskey

Now I'm scared of growing old

The sound of childhood laughter

Comes back to me in a rush

I numbed myself to passion

It always made me feel too much

And I thought indifference would matter

All it did was make me feel lost again

So I treated myself to tears and pity

Regrets are best served cold

With a side of ice and whiskey

Now I'm scared of growing old

A string once broken can′t be fixed

It can only be mended

But it′s always a risk

Because the string is dented

And your trust has ended

So I treat myself to tears and pity

Regrets are best served cold

With a side of ice and whiskey

Now I'm scared of growing old

Now I′m scared of growing old