Maybe I should drink some cyanide

Anything to make me disappear

Call a man to make me feel alive

'Cause I don't really care 'bout nothing at all

Just wanna be thin

So I can take it all off

When I make some new friends

If you wanna see my blueprint

It's not under my blue jeans

But we can sit all night to some Jay-Z

We could have been amazing

California daydream

Surely we ain't in love at 18

You were mine for the summer

You were mine 'til it rained

Listening to Jay (listening to Jay)

Tryna feel something

Yeah, yeah

Maybe I should switch to cherry wine

That'd make me act less like a b***h

I know I said that I would never lie

But I don't really care about you anymore

Just wanna be thin

I know it won't be enough

I just wanna make you understand

If you wanna see my blueprint

It's not under my blue jeans

But we could sit all night to some Jay-Z

We could have been amazing

California daydream

Surely we ain't in love at 18

You were mine for the summer

You were mine 'til it rained

Listening to Jay (listening to Jay)

Just tryna feel, tryna feel something

Oh no, oh no, yeah

And that's all I'll ever do (no-no)

Listening to Jay (listening to Jay)

Tryna feel something

Yeah, yeah