Fuck me up like you always do

I won't go

'Cause you know I can't live without you

Toxic love wearing off

Why is it so hard to let go of?

July of 2020

Things were kinda heavy

At least you were there for me

(You made me feel like I, feel like I)

Was maybe worthy of your time

Maybe you'd become mine

Couldn't get you out of my mind

(You made me feel alive, feel alive)

Yeah, I know that's cute, but it didn't last long

So f*ck me up like you always do

I won't go

'Cause you know I can't live without you

Toxic love wearing off

Why is it so hard to let go of?

You use me to build yourself up

I became someone that I'm not

Toxic love wearing off

Why is it so hard to let go of?

You know all of my story

You use it against me

I know that you're not sorry

(Yeah, I know you like that, yeah, I know you like that)

When I'm sad and lonely

You hate to see me happy

Pain is all that I see

(Whenever I look at, whenever I look at you)

But then I think back to

All the good times and the incredible sex

Now the same bedroom I used to lay with you

Is full of photographs from the past

And memories that went by so fast

I should've known it wouldn't last

Our love is made of glass

So f*ck me up like you always do

I won't go

'Cause you know I can't live without you

Toxic love wearing off

Why is it so hard to let go of?

You use me to build yourself up

I became someone that I'm not

Toxic love wearing off

Why is it so hard to let go of?

(Why is it so hard to let go of?)

(Why is it so hard to let go of?)

You use me to build yourself up

I became someone that I'm not

Toxic love wearing off

Why is it so hard to let go of you?