I finally got the fame and fortune that I prayed for.
Who would have thought I would emerge from all that gun smoke?
This for all the teenagers that want a gun tote.
Cause they cheaper in the hood than in the gun store.
You gonna lose a lot of your friends and that's what hurt the most.
You can't do nothing but reminisce about y'all cracking jokes.
You feeling like nobody love you.
I know how that go.
You got to love yourself.
Look at that's going to help you glow.
I know it might sound lame, but just stay in school.
They got a place that they put people who don't follow rules.
You probably got your mama scared.
Don't want to watch the news.
Ready to risk our life and freedom for a pair of shoes.
Yeah, you say you love your Switch, but they don't love you back.
You can hug that block out night and I ain't gonna hug you back.
Some of your friends gonna reincarnate and come back as rats.
And at the old candlelight, they ain't gonna give your mama jack.
Now your brother kids asking where they daddy at.
So you gotta lie and tell him he just took a nap.
You done failed in the streets, so now you trying to rap.
But that ain't really working for you, so it's back to trial.
There's some things you can't run from It's hard to
I either live or die I ask myself
Was it all worth the risk?
Cause I can't pretend
I can't stand the thought of losing you.
I know how it feel to see your dog stretched out and watch him struggle trying to let his last breath out.
You don't wanna do it, but you lost some real that you gotta step out.
One more seat left in the car, you gotta help out.
stressed out yeah probably why i tell the kids to put the guns down gangster but i still cry with nobody around
Trying to numb the pain, drinking bottles till I drown.
Never do no... But I'd be lying if I said it haven't crossed my mind.
i heard on the inside and i still act like i'm fine why the judge get my pile out at time
up for what they put in rhymes standing on it i'm still writing mines this would growth look like no more committing crimes i stayed out the way and made a way for us to grind
Who can run from his heart to the side?
Either live or you die
I ask myself, was it all worth the risk?
It's cause I can't pretend
I can't stand the thought of losing you
All my
Oh yeah.
We was fine We got that fire, we was nine You can see the pain in my eyes But either way I'm still gonna try
Channel
Gangsters cry Even gangsters cry
I am Even gangsters cry
Turn away.
Turn away.
My son, this is your time.
I know your heart.
And I've watched you rise above many challenges, and you have made me so proud.
I pray for many more fulfilling experiences as you elevate to new levels of growth.
purpose and success.
Dreams really do come true.
By the grace of the source of life, so be it.
