I shall not fear no man but God
Though I walk through
the valley of death
I shed so many tears
(if I should die before I wake)
Please God walk with me
(grab a n a and take me to Heaven)
Back in elementary, I thrived on misery
Left me alone I grew up
amongst a dyin' breed
Inside my mind couldn't
find a place to rest
Until I got that Thug
Life tatted on my chest
Tell me can you feel me? I'm not
livin'' in the past, you wanna last
Be tha first to blast, remember Kato
No longer with us he's deceased
Call on the sirens, seen
him murdered in the streets
Now rest in peace
Is there heaven for a G? Remember me
So many homies in the
cemetery, shed so many tears
Ah, I suffered through the
years, and shed so many tears
Lord, I lost so many peers,
and shed so many tears
Now that I'm strugglin' in
this business, by any means
Label me greedy gettin'
green, but seldom seen
And f k the world cause I'm
cursed, I'm havin' visions
Of leavin'' here in a
hearse, God can you feel me?
Take me away from all the
pressure, and all the pain
Show me some happiness
again, I'm goin' blind
I spend my time in this
cell, ain't livin'' well
I know my destiny is
Hell, where did I fail?
My life is in denial, and when I die,
Baptized in eternal fire
I'll shed so many tears
Lord, I suffered through the
years, and shed so many tears
Lord, I lost so many peers,
and shed so many tears
Now I'm lost and I'm
weary, so many tears
I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me
My every move is a calculated
step, to bring me closer
To embrace an early death,
now there's nothin'' left
There was no mercy on the
streets, I couldn't rest
I'm barely standin', bout to
go to pieces, screamin' peace
And though my soul was
deleted, I couldn't see it
I had my mind full of
demons tryin' to break free
They planted seeds and they
hatched, sparkin' the flame
Inside my brain like a
match, such a dirty game
No memories, just a misery
Paintin' a picture of my enemies
killin'' me, in my sleep
Will I survive til the
mo'nin, to see the sun
Please Lord forgive me for
my sins, cause here I come
Lord, I suffered through the years
(God) and shed so many tears
God, I lost so many peers,
and shed so many tears
Lord knows I, tried, been
a witness to homicide
Seen drive by's takin'
lives, little kids die
Wonder why as I walk by
Broken hearted as I glance at
the chalk line, gettin' high
This ain't the life
for me, I wanna change
But ain't no future right for
me, I'm stuck in the game
I'm trapped inside a maze
See this Tanqueray influenced
me to gettin' crazy
Disillusioned lately, I've
been really wantin' babies
So I could see a part of me
that wasn't always shady
Don't trust my lady, cause
she's a product of this poison
I'm hearin' noises, think she f kin'
all my boys, can't take no more
I'm fallin' to the floor; beggin'
for the Lord to let me in
To Heaven's door, shed so many tears
(Dear God, please let me in)
Lord, I've lost so many
years, and shed so many tears
