Beautiful garden where have you gone

My self delusions are leaving me in the storm

Taking for granted all the goodness that ive found

Somewhere i lost all the control came crashing down

And i pray for forgiveness

Look for the answer

Cause its hard

For me to pretend

Look to my mother

Call to the captain

Cant you see

This state that im in

No one would notice

Nobody noticed

Cause its me where it begins

Beautiful morning please dont wake me from my sleep

Cause i need some comfort to regain my sanity

I dont wanna to feel this crazy

I dont wanna to feel this heartache

Shall I that it in peaces

Im so broken hearted

No where left to run

No where left to go

So i hope

I pray for forgiveness

Look for the answer

Cause its hard for me to pretend

Look to my mother

Call to the captain

Cant you see

This state that im in

And no one would notice

Nobody noticed

That its me where it begins

And i pray for forgiveness within

I swear that everyday i feel like my mind is haunting me

I think of every little stupid mistake that has been made

This time ill have the strength to gather myself

Im falling to pieces

And i pray for forgiveness

Look for the answer

Cause its hard for me to pretend

Look to my mother

Call to the captain

Cant you see

This state that im in

Pray for forgiveness

Looking for justice

Searching for answers

Call to my mother

Pray for forgiveness

Breaking the silence

Nobody knows it nobody noticed

Thats it me

Where it begins