There are so many things that I don't understand
Like why am I so lost if I have a captain
I toss back and forth but the seat full wins
And if it all falls look within
I've been breaking hearts way too long
I did this from the start now I'm all alone
So focus on the heart if you want a home
I can't settle for that cardboard box no more
Early Christmas morning at the table with my momma
Steams coming off the coffee talking about the father
Bees of the conversation I cherish and I hold on to
She asked me "is there a girl in your life that you're fond of "
Well not yet feels like I'm looking for the Lochness
I ain't even really got a prospect
I don't think I found what I want yet
But let me be blind no pothead
I'm going through a process to stop seeing human as objects
Cause the meaning of marriage is not s*x
It's so much more this ain't no beauty contest
When you play that game then somebody always got next
If charm is deceiving and beauty's vain then I bet
The standards we judge most people are just nonsense
I put too much emphasis on my preferences
Damn I'm feeling shallow just the dressing is
Cause God loves me despite how much a mess I am
And I'm righting off shawties whose bodies is less impressive like
I'm caught up in this game again
She's asking if we're more than friends
Why is this happening
I don't know if she the one
But I don't wanna lose a love
I'm caught up in this game again
She's asking if we're more than friends
Why is this happening
I don't know if she the one
But I don't wanna lose a love
Going back in o one highschool mec was so fun
Making chicks my baby then on to the next one Jay-Z
O one turned to O four late night games at your dorm
Let's take a walk your girls hating
We're just flirting we ain't dating
O four turned to O six and you're so sick
Asking me "is that your chick "
And I'm like "yes feeling putting her in a white dress"
And you cry I loved you I ain't mean it but I said it
Now I'm married with a trail of broken hearts and I'd be rather dead
Should've treated you like you was God's daughter
Cause you was but I got caught up now I got Karma
Karma 2012 and now I got daughters
And I'd kill the dude that will ever do them like I did you
Now to miss the names that's too long to mention
But I'm the one who climps in I did my dirt
And then some pain was never intention
I pray for your forgiveness
Thank God He saved me from my sins but not my consequences
I'm caught up in this game again
She's asking if we're more than friends
Why is this happening
I don't know if she the one
But I don't wanna lose a love
I'm caught up in this game again
She's asking if we're more than friends
Why is this happening
I don't know if she the one
But I don't wanna lose a love
There are so many things that I don't understand
Like why am I so lost if I have a captain
I toss back and forth but the seat full wins
And if it all falls look within
I've been breaking hearts way too long
I did this from the start now I'm all alone
So focus on the heart if you want a home
I can't settle for that cardboard box no more
I'm caught up in this game again
She's asking if we're more than friends
Why is this happening
I don't know if she the one
But I don't wanna lose a love
I'm caught up in this game again
She's asking if we're more than friends
Why is this happening
I don't know if she the one
But I don't wanna lose a love
