Same ceiling different day oh

I'm awake so

Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again

Same lucky charms in the same wall

Look for rainbows

But all the colors just go grey in the end

Wish I could say wish I could say

That this won't last forever

But every day but every day

It never seems to get better

I hate myself but I don't want to

I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to

I got some feelings I've been fighting

Always hiding the truth

I hate myself but I don't want to

Friends say that I'm dramatic

That I'm acting

Yeah I'm just looking for attention again

I never thought that this would happen

Kinda sad when

When all you got is just a voice in your head

Wish I could say wish I could say

That this won't last forever

But every day but every day

It never seems to get better

I hate myself but I don't want to

I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to

I got some feelings I've been fighting

Always hiding the truth

I hate myself but I don't want to

I hate myself but I don't want to

I don't wanna live my life like this

Going through the motions

I don't wanna live my life like this

Always feeling broken

I hate myself but I don't want to

I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to

I got some feelings I've been fighting

Always hiding the truth

I hate myself but I don't want to

I hate myself but I don't want to

I hate myself but I don't want to

I hate myself but I don't want to