Happier Than Ever
(Billie Eilish)
When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could e plain it better
I wish it wasn't true...
Give me a day or two
To think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do...
Do you... read my interviews?
Or do... you skip my avenue?
When you... said you
were passing through
Was I even on your way?
I knew... when I asked you to
Be cool... about what I was telling you
You'd do the opposite
of what you said you'd do
And I'd end up more afraid
Don't say it isn't fair
You clearly werеn't aware that
you made me misеrable, ooooh
So if you really wanna know
When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could e plain it better
I wish it wasn't true.....
(Instrumental)
You called me again, drunk in your Benz
Driving home under the influence
You scared me to death
But I'm wasting my breath
'Cause you only listen
to your stupid friends
I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no
'Cause I'd never treat me this badly
You made me hate this city
And I don't talk bad
about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
'Cause that stuff's embarrassing,
you were my everything
And all that you did
was make me so damm sad
So don't waste the time I don't have
And don't try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time
that you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line
'Cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my
mother or friends, so I
Shut 'em all out for you
'Cause I was a kid
You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Wish you would leave me alone