why do these feelings come over me

they won't let me be

why am i so afraid all the time

sometimes i just wanna run away yeah leave today

i always stay behind

i wish that these thoughts would just go away

but they always stay

can't seem to get them out of my mind no

'cause in my dreams i go to the monster

and when i wake up he's never there

i go to the mall sir

when i'm feeling brave

and i'm not afraid

i may lose a battle not the war

just gotta believe

and i'll be so naive

let it conquer me

you know i'll find the strength in myself yeah

cause in my dreams i go to the monster

and when i wake up he's now and there

in my dreams i go to the martian

and when i wake up it's never ever ever ever there

why does it feel like i'm in too deep

and it bothers me

when i'm falling apart in my mind

cause in my dreams i go to the monster

and when i wake up he's never there

in my dreams i go to the martian

and when i wake up it's never dim