Okay i'm finished now
And i kept my faith for long enough
And i hope i'm old and fairly sober
If i'm i'm wet down
Maybe you keep me around
For the constant affirmations
We'll lost grounds for understanding
And fall out
I'll let you win
And i'll let you tie the ribbon to my hair
Just so that we could come back to this
If we really cared
The morning gates stay open
If you had a thought that i'd be there
Oh i'd be there
No we could use a break
Because i can't feel my feet
Carried you all the way upstairs
So you can sleep and i can think
Stand god and i am near
Clinging on to everything you fear
Keeping me close will you pull me out and say
I don't love you that way
I burn myself away from everyone else
I'm half awake and intimate
Eyes closed and i'll commit
What i wish i had with you
We'll pretend until it's true
I don't love you that way
Swallow the pill it's only fair that i hear
Oh myself better than i have been years
I don't know why i have to defend what i feel
I try
Stay in your heart when i am near
Hold me until you're reminded of the deal
One of us knows when you hold me out and say
You don't love me that way
