Well, it's me

In case you were wonderin'

Same old mess as I have

Always been

I've been fightin'

Regrets and memories

Time has not healed me

Like I thought it would

And I don't know which ones are worse

The nightmares or the hangovers

The sleepless nights or the passin' out and finally gettin' rest

The slowin' down just reminds me of why

I started in the first place

The numbin' just fueled me for the runnin' away from the pain

And I'm closer to the messed-up than the sober thing

I've been workin'

What I mean by workin'

Been tryin' to find myself

Who I am

I'm still fightin'

Regrets and memories

Time don't give up on me

Like I fear it will

And I don't know which ones are worse

The nightmares or the hangovers

The sleepless nights or the passin' out and finally gettin' rest

The slowin' down just reminds me of why

I started in the first place

The numbin' just fueled me for the runnin' away from the pain

And I'm closer to the messed-up than the sober thing

And I don't know which ones are worse

The nightmares or the hangovers

The sleepless nights or the passin' out and finally gettin' rest

The slowin' down just reminds me of why

I started in the first place

The numbin' just fueled me for the runnin' away from the pain

And I'm closer to the messed-up than the sober thing

Well, it's me

In case you were wonderin'

Same old mess as I have

Always been