I've burned some bridges

Torn down some fences

Some I'm still mendin'

Some I'm leavin' the ashes where they lie

I've cursed at my mother

And I've stole from my father

Turned into a stranger

Right in front of my lover's eyes

Oh but once in my life I found freedom

That was bigger than myself or a song

I guess that surrender was something I needed

To show what I was needin' all along

'Cause people like me have to live in hell to see

If heaven is worth it

Take the worst of unanswered questions and try to find purpose

I'm not prayin' for acceptance

But if forgiveness never comes I'll understand

But if I die I'm gonna die with me knowin'

Who I was ain't who I am

I've made excuses

Sold a million lies

I blamed it on the devil

When it was me this entire time

But it's been 26 days

Since I felt that release

Since I stepped out from the corners

Let go of the mast to kill the shadows holdin' me

People like me have to live in hell to see if heaven is worth it

Take the worst of unanswered questions and try to find a purpose

I'm not prayin' for acceptance

But if forgiveness never comes I'll understand

If I die I'm gonna die knowin'

Who I was ain't who I am

People like me have to live in hell to see

If heaven is worth it

Take the worst of unanswered questions and try to find purpose

I'm not prayin' for acceptance

But if forgiveness never comes I'll understand

But if I die I'm gonna die with me knowin'

Who I was and who I am

People like me have to live in hell to see if heaven is worth it

Take the worst of unanswered questions and try to find a purpose

I'm not prayin' for acceptance

But if forgiveness never comes I'll understand

But if I die I'm gonna die with me knowin'

Who I was ain't who I am

If I die I'm gonna die with me knowin'

Who I was ain't who I am