Everyday

My heart pounds when I see you walk

Into the club room

I play it safe

Put my hands on my hips and keep

My guard up for you

Though you can't tell

I'm visibly shaking

I'm lucky that

You're oblivious as can be

But when you start to notice my actions

What will you do when

you finally see me?

What will you do when

you see the real me?

Hey again, glad you're back

Gonna read some more manga ne t to me?

U uh not that I really really

want you to sit here though

So actually

Why do I have to hide my own feelings?

What good is love when

I can't just be myself?

And if you see what I'm really hiding

What will you say when

you find the girl inside

Does my heart

Only want you to love

the faker version of me?

Is it love if the girl that you

love will never be truly freed?

Wonder now if it's even worth trying

How can I change who I am in reality

If I can't be the girl that you wanted

What do I do in my own reality?

And in my reality

If I don't know how to love you

I'll leave you be